i need to feel okay with myself again
im stressing over everything
i kicked albert out of my apartment this morning
im over here at my moms place with cielle and chavez
how am i supposed to make this work?
jase is mad at me. im mad at albert … omg…
i hope shit works out somehow,,,, jeez
the callous in my heart
my heart was heavy because I’m not doing what it wants
9:27 jeez he is terrible:( he jus expressed he says I’m next
feed my diabetes,,, is what he also said
laugh out loud. Carolyn! Get off your ass and stop feeling sorry for yourself. Ffs. Kick your self to be positive and kind to yourself please.
chavez and cielle depend on you. Ayana and Jermaine depend on you. Well I guess they must love you somehow. Lol awnsaa.
anyways just need to give my self some encouragement!
Hello there knet peepers!
Anytime I feel this way about a man, it always feels wrong?
hi. Fuck you have such a sexy voice, stolen moment.
The way I want to express my thoughts and feelings about this. In a serious manner. Baby. I just burnt myself in the pant leg. Lol. Why did I say no when I wanted to say yes?
My my my between the sheets?
hbd Carla!!! 40 years beautiful that one!
albert keesick JR you fukin loser
im so tired yet I’m so lonely
im so hurt and yet I want affection and yearn for another human beings touch n caress,,, im not hungry but I’m starving for human touch and love
fuck I feel so alone
trying to push myself through work but a hug really does work wonders
I miss my son Chavez I miss his hugs n kisses
i miss being his mom
god it’s so hard to try to act like I’m okay
I end up breaking down and crying at work
im glad to have Jermaine at home but I think I’ll give him a hug when I get home because I need a hug,,,
i don’t think my online friend knows I’m starving for love here
its terrible I feel alone and isolated
and I feel like I have no one to talk to about it
i was watching a video about Chester Bennington
he was sexually abused he had a problem with substance abuse and he was depressed I feel like I can relate
he committed suicide I don’t want to die
but I want these feelings to end
work mode at Canadian Tire,,, 11-3
have a good day